Thursday, October 23, 2008

The lost secret

Photosource: Unknown

If it´s up to me you´ll never know…

Who you were

What I meant to you.

If you don´t remember, I will not tell you.

Because it was in another life…

Because it will no longer make a diference.

If you think you hurt now…

Be grateful that you don´t know…

It´ll hurt so much more.


That´s the beauty of a fresh start

You forget… You move on.

But you haven´t…

At least not as well as you would want to,

As I would want you to.

I so desperately want your happiness

It hurts to watch you...

Alone...

Lost...

Desperate.


You don´t know what you want.

Though you may seem to know what you´re doing.

You´re lost.

A little boy´s dreams, a prayer and hollow faith.

You never did quite know when to give up.


It´s best you don´t know…

It´s best you never remember…

The best of the secret will keep you warm in your dreams

And i´ll keep you in my prayers.



6 comments:

Clairvoyant said...

At long last, a post. It's of no particular interest to me however. What I really like is to read your stuff, and at times, thru your texts, pic your brain a bit.

Come back, you've been missed

Sunshine said...

Thanks Clairvoyant... I´ve missed being here... I won´t make promises, but I believe i´ll be investing more time in my blog from now on. =)

Sunshine said...

Thanks Clairvoyant... I´ve missed being here... I won´t make promises, but I believe i´ll be investing more time in my blog from now on. =)

Neuronio Perdido said...

Carlita... beautiful as always!

Anonymous said...

I know the feeling of this post!!But I would rather know the truth & hurt then live wondering what that truth/secret might be...

Sunshine said...

I share your desire in wanting to know... even when it hurts, regardless of the consequences...
Gut I´ve learnt that ignorance is bliss and to avoid another person´s misery I play by omission.
However...
If you want to know, first you need to ask the right questions and then you deal with the answers.